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Eyes water, pillow clenched tightly in your hands-regretting every moment spent with that person. you try to gasp for air only to be answered with stinging tears. The pain of their lies stabs you in the gut and makes it's way towards your already wounded heart. Then you are poisoned by loneliness.  When you try to convince yourself that you don't miss them. Another tidal wave of tears comes and breaks you down. This is heartbreak, this is pain.... This is l<3ve.

Regret... It comes down like a billion daggers exploding from the sky landing on every target who isn't paying enough attention and rips through your heart. As you can't move from the pain both emotional and physical, you are paralyzed.  You are forced to watch the ones around you suffer because you can't close your eyes. Whether it's from fear, or from the pain you are forced to watch. You can't run away because you are infected already. Spreading your mistakes to everyone you meet. A bad seed in a garden of delicate roses that latches onto every single beautiful thing it sees and destroys it. It suffocates what tries to live and demolishes